My Unusual Profession
I wish I had a dollar for every time I've heard,
"when are you going to get a real job?" People, I have a real job,
I pay taxes, social security and all that good stuff. I don't have all
the extra benefits including paid holidays, sick days and
medical insurance but I have a good job. While it would be great to
have the above, I prefer to look at my benefit package in another way.
Most mornings I wake up not knowing what the day will
bring or WHO it will bring. Every night I pray that God
will send people to me who have an open heart and mind, is willing to
love and learn and that He uses me as a vessel to make a difference in someones
life. Being able to work from home and travel to meet fascinating people is
wonderful. This job is a dream come true and I'd like to shed some light on
what its like from my view.
It is true that you can get so emeshed in your
own world that you forget that others don't know about what you know, especially
when you're a psychic. I can't count the times I've been frustrated
with someone who thinks I should know what makes a car engine start. If
you're a mechanic, that's your interest, everyone don't know what you know just
as you don't know what a psychic knows. This is now my awareness.
Being from the bible belt, no one is more aware of
the negativity associated with being a psychic than myself. However, my dad's
mother was psychic so I guess it wasn't so unusual to me, it just wasn't talked
about with everyone. I went to Sunday School and church all my life. I
related to seeing angels and spirits and thought everyone else did too. It
wasn't until I was a teen that I realized that everyone wasn't like
me.
I remember the first time I met a lady with tarot
cards. I thought that was the worst thing and they were scary. However, I was
weirdly drawn to the old psychic lady who lived on the corner and I
was fascinated with what she was doing in there. There were a
couple of people who gave psychic readings in my small town, but it
was always hush hush and done in secret. Nobody wanted it known they were seeing
a psychic.
It wasn't until I moved to the city, that I
became serious about getting out of the corporate world and doing what my heart
& God was telling me to do. I worked for a total of 25+ years in the medical
field, starting with a pediatrician, hospital and then hospice. I have always
been a caregiver for the physical body and now I am a caregiver for the
spiritual body. It's just that the former is more popular.
In the beginning, I was very offended by
skeptics. It wasn't that I disliked the fact they couldn't believe in
psychics without some scientific evidence but I didn't want
anyone to think negative or bad of me. Hollywood and Miss Cleo brought out the
worst scenarios regarding the psychic profession and I still cringe when I hear
of the scam artists that are pretending to be psychics but I don't
judge, its not my place. I just pray to become better at what God
wants me to do and pray for those who don't know better.
Being with others in the metaphysical word is good
for my own understanding. After all these years, I recently discovered what some
people thought and I had no idea. There were several instances where I met new
people and thought maybe they didn't like me by their actions but I didn't get
that vibration from them. Their vibration was good and clear but I couldn't
understand why they just walked away and tried to avoid me. When I brought this
up to a friend of mine she laughed and said "Don't you realize these people
think you are reading their mind? They like you but are afraid you'll tell them
something they don't want to know". Are you kidding me?!!
I never realized that so many people think I walk
around like a radar tuning into their every thought. This is how it is.. no one
wants to work 24/7. Yes, WORK! Being a psychic is a mental job and it is
draining in ways you can't even imagine. I am human and I am a normal person. I
can't read myself so don't be surprised if I don't see my own thing coming
all the time. However, when I am working with a client, I spend a significant
amount of time in prayer and meditation, preparing and tuning in with your
guides and angels. I get into your soul and tell you what you NEED to know not
necessarily what you WANT to know, unless its in your Highest Good. We all
want to know when and if the new guy will ever call us or who we will marry and
if we'll ge the great job we want. If you're supposed to know, I'll know it
and share it with you. Remember, information comes through me NOT from me.
It's not my judgement or opinion.
Yes, I am intuitive and I am good at reading
people's personalities within a few minutes of meeting but unless you give me
permission or we have a vested personal interest, I am not going to read your
every thought and intention. On a personal level, not professional, I do admit
that I am very picky with whom I exchange energy with. With that being said, I
may want to tune in to get to the know the person that I'm interested in so I am
well informed to make further decisions. This is my only advantage. So, if we
meet in passing, please don't feel that I'm going to know your deepest darkest
secrets. I'm probably thinking about something else and wouldn't dare
psychically invade your time and space. I won't judge you - I'm not perfect, I
may surprise you and join you in having fun. I'm human, I believe in Karma. I
won't tell you what you want to hear for your benefit or anyone elses. I have my
own karma to burn off without taking on anyone else's - no thank you. I am not a
messenger of doom, gloom and devastation but I will not sugar coat everything
either. It is all in the deliverance and the information flows through me NOT
from me. I'm not going to tell you when you're going to die because I don't
know - there is only ONE who knows that every hair on your head is numbered and
when that time will be. We all have exit points (times we could pass) but that
is between you and your Maker.
There have been times that I've wondered what
I'm doing and if its the right thing. God hears those thoughts and always brings
me someone who validates my work by telling me the differences I've made by
being in their lives and then I know why I'm doing this. It's what I'm supposed
to do. Now, I welcome the skeptics and look at our connection as a
student/teacher session. There is nothing like witnessing someones eyes
open for the first time, it is the best blessing in the world and I learn
something new every day.
I am blessed. I am thankful. My life is not perfect
and I have experienced so many setbacks and heartbreaks. It has taken years to
understand that through all that pain, God nourished me and gave me strength to
continue on by being a Light, an example, a witness to others who are going
through hardships. With that experience and the gifts from God, I am a thankful
vessel.
Happy Thanksgiving to you and yours,
Ms Rhea
11/24/11
Dead at 27 by Ms Rhea
With the death of Amy Winehouse, the issues of addiction
were once again brought front and center.
While I wasn't Amy's biggest fan, I did know her music and
thought she was a talented woman. Sadly, she was just as known for her
drug/alcohol addiction as she was for her music. For whatever reason, the
autopsy will reveal, her life was cut short at the age of 27.
Below is a list of other Rock Stars dead at the age of
27.
1. Janis Joplin
2. Jimi Hendrix
3. Kurt Cobain
4. Jim Morrison
5. Mia Zapata
While the media has a fascination with these deaths
occurring at the age of 27, I wanted to share my thoughts.
As a numerologist, I break down the number 27 (2+7) which
equals 9. This tells me that these people are beings who came to this earth with
the purpose of being leaders and humanitarians to
assist others in learning to love themselves.
The number 9 also represents endings (death), it was
pre-destined to be their time to go. It is a very big role their soul took
on and although we may or may not have not often seen their
humanitarian roles on earth, we can see they gave their life so that
we may learn from their trials and tribulations. Lets
hope Amy's family can turn this into something positive to help others on
earth who are suffering through addiction. A good example would be to start a
foundation with her royalties to help others with addiction issues.
So many of us have not learned to love ourselves because we were
told it is selfish or conceited. This is so untrue. We should be
loving ourselves in every way possible. Instead, we abuse our bodies
through drugs, alcohol, food and relationships. Sometimes it seems easier to be
a victim. We give our power away to people and substances that make us feel
better, for the moment. And so the cycle spins out of control, losing our
identies and what our purpose is on this earth.
While the image of an addict seems so careless and
unconcerned for life, if you really knew the people you would see how incorrect
that image is. Addicts can be very sensitive people and don't mean to hurt
others but they can't get out of their own way to help themselves, let alone
someone else. They will do what they know best and that is to find a way
to numb or dull feelings so they don't have to experience hurt, pain or
rejection. They just exist.
Many times I can identify someone who may have dependency issues
during readings if I see a 7 over their head. When I ask for a birthday, I'm not
surprised to find a 7 in their chart. 7 people are very sensitive and faith is
of upmost importance to them. If they don't have faith, they can't live on the
right vibration of life, so they look for something to deal with it. It can be
drugs or alcohol but it can also be eating, smoking, working too much or staying
in a relationship that is detrimental to their mental and physical
health.
Is there anything we can do? Sure, show
the loved ones in your life how to love themselves by setting good
examples. We all fall short in some area but I am taking advantage of this
opportunity to work more on myself and my body. Its the kindest thing I can do
for myself and my son. I spent many years in depression, being a victim to
circumstances out of my control. Sometimes, as kids, we receive messages
that we are not good for anything but for making other people
happy.
Let's raise the vibration of people who are suffering by
praying for them to see their true path of importance on this earth
and remember to hold each other up with prayer so we may be a
light or vessel to those in need. I'm thankful for this spiritual
awakening.
Blessings, Rhea